"I want to captivate someone. I want to be the most beautiful thing someone has ever seen, to be someone’s muse. I want to be the one that sets the bar for everyone that comes after me, and I want nobody else to pale in comparison. I want to be the first to peer into someone’s soul. I want to be the first to soothe that raw, needy ache that everyone feels. I know that nothing is ever as good as the first time, and I want to be that good. Just once. Please."